{"product_id":"psychosis","title":"PSYCHOSIS","description":"\u003cp\u003eI breath into a glass and slowly turn it in the light.\u003cbr\u003eMy breath settles on the surface and starts to moan.\u003cbr\u003eWith my finger, I write into it:\u003cbr\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eYou are only real until you condense.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/strong\u003eThe glass sits on the table between us.\u003cbr\u003eYou sit across from me.\u003cbr\u003eOr me.\u003cbr\u003eIt´s easy to lose track.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eI pulled my ribs out of my soul like old nails from wood.\u003cbr\u003eNow I hold them in my hand and tap them against your forehead.\u003cbr\u003eJust hard enough to make a sound.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eYou claim I betrayed you.\u003cbr\u003eIn japanese.\u003cbr\u003eI answer that I can barely understand you. Speak Esperanto if you want me to stay.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eBetween my heart and my head there used to be a cable.\u003cbr\u003eI cut it cleanly with logic.\u003cbr\u003eSince then it´s quieter up here.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eSince then it´s louder down there.\u003c\/strong\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eYou ask if I even want to leave this place.\u003cbr\u003eI look around.\u003cbr\u003eThe walls breathe in rhythm with me.\u003cbr\u003eThe floor knows my name.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eI am free where I am.\u003cbr\u003eI am clean.\u003cbr\u003eI am devout.\u003cbr\u003eI am safe in this labyrinth.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eLiar, you say.\u003cbr\u003eOr me.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eWe stand next to each other and don´t look.\u003cbr\u003eAre we lying when we hide what we think?\u003cbr\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eOr are we saving eachother that way?\u003c\/strong\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eYou say I should sleep.\u003cbr\u003eI say I just need to go up to the roof.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eOne step forward.\u003cbr\u003eFlying is just a matter of decision.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eUntil you fall\u003c\/strong\u003e, you answer.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eYou wouldn´t let me fall.\u003cbr\u003eBecause you love me.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eYou say you don´t know me.\u003cbr\u003eI laugh, and it sounds like glass cracking from the inside.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eOne day I understood that even the quietest murmur in a room carries your voice.\u003cbr\u003ePeople speak, and I hear you.\u003cbr\u003eCars pass, and I hear you.\u003cbr\u003eMy own breath fogs the glass, and I hear you.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eYou want it that way.\u003c\/strong\u003e\u003cbr\u003eMaybe.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eMaybe I just want to know which one of us disappears first when the fog settles.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eI take the glass in my hand.\u003cbr\u003eThe writing slowly dissolves.\u003cbr\u003eMy proof fades away.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eYou smile.\u003cbr\u003eOr me.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eI push myself off.\u003cbr\u003eThe wind takes the voice out of my mouth and the roof above me shrinks into a clean line.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eYou´re still standing there.\u003cbr\u003eCompletely still.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eOnly now I understand why you never jumped with me.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eYou can´t take a mirror into free fall.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eIt would have to be shattered first.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eOr me.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e \u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cem\u003e130x200\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"KIS","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":59447198155086,"sku":"MK627-6","price":8250.0,"currency_code":"EUR","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0906\/5660\/4494\/files\/psychosis-5071800.jpg?v=1776351742","url":"https:\/\/madnesskis.com\/products\/psychosis","provider":"MADNESS","version":"1.0","type":"link"}